I love music. To a point that if there is ever dead silence that I start to have anxiety and either have to but out my phone and play some sort of jam, or just sing in my head to avoid going crazy. I might be slightly dependent on it, but it has never let me down.
Growing up, I loved country music. I had a “best of” cd of Alan Jackson songs that I still have as part of my collection to this day. I can’t remember any song off the CD other than “pop a top” which is ironically a cover of another person’s song, but the memories of listening to that song were a big part of my young childhood.
As I got a little older, my sister Gretchen got me into some other types of music. At the time she was a band of Linkin Park, and they were between their CDs Hybrid Theory and Meteora when I started to dig their music. Reanimation may or may not have been released when I first started to listen to them, but I remembered when I first heard the music that the rap portions of the songs were a big put-off. Either way, I still feel pretty cool that I was interested in such “heavy” music back when I was in elementary school.
In Middle school, I transitioned to a little bit more angsty music I would say. My friends were big fans of Slipknot but I got more into music like Avenged Sevenfold, because I thought the tats and piercings and black hair made that band so cool. Admittedly, I still enjoy City of Evil, but I have fallen off the A7x wagon. Not because they aren’t good, but my tastes have changed.
Eighth Grade is around the time I really started to learn to love music. There is something about watching FUSE television (if that’s not a throwback, idk what is) and hearing Lupe Fiasco’s “Kick Push” for the first time that made me really fall in love with music. By this time, rap was still rather strange of a concept for me, and after hearing that song it just clicked. I never bought that album, but Lupe was cemented in my top 5 rappers list forever.
Before we move on, for those rap fans out there, I will go ahead and put up my top 5s for both all-time and alive for reference:
All-time: 2pac, Notorious BIG, Nas, Big L, Big Punisher
Living: Nas, Pharoahe Monch, Lupe Fiasco, Big KRIT, and Vince Staples (honorable mentions: Earl Sweatshirt, Kendrick Lamar, and Joey Bada$$)
Those are largely biased, I just figure it would give you a frame of reference.
Another great memory I have when defining my music tastes was that an award show had a showdown between three metal songs. The songs were “Blood and Thunder” by Mastodon, “Confined” by As I Lay Dying, and “Redneck” by Lamb of God. At the time, “Confined” got my overwhelming vote for the best of the three, but I had to admit I loved all three. Years down the line and I’ve bought almost all the music from all three bands, but Lamb of God moved from my third favorite in that countdown to my favorite band of all time. It’s not even close. It’s Lamb of God, then waaaaaay under that is Mastodon, then everything else.
So, what does this mean for you? Maybe nothing. I think it’s important to map out musical influences throughout your life though. What song changed the meaning or a genre or what band came into your life and changed it in a significant way (whether by making you spend all your money on their merch or just by being so awesome you get a tattoo to honor it)? Music is important people. Take note of it’s evolution as well as your own.
Sorry I’m rambling, it’s been a long day and music is the safe haven.
– Dave